Society has this idea that we should have everything figured out by a certain age such as we should have a good job, a partner, children and own our own home! but none of them things have happened to me and I'm now 30. I think all these things are difficult and everyone is different, and we all achieve things at different times in our life. A lot of people I went to school with have moved out, had children, got married etc and I haven't even got a job which is frustrating. I'm not outgoing and come across as shy and quiet. I also struggle with my confidence, and I find it hard to meet people as it's not easy for me to just strike up a conversation but if I had a job then I'd meet people and I'd come out my shell more.
I didn't think I would've struggled so much with employment, but I have, and I have no idea what to do? I've been on countless courses, had tons of interviews and tried my damn hardest to not even be given a chance. All the courses I did at first were okay but after a while they became tedious and it's all things I already know. I do wish I was creative in different ways such as artistic, so I could've possibly designed stationery and have small business. I really do wonder if any of them will happen especially a job? as the way things are now there won't be a high street left. I've tried so hard to find a job, had countless interviews and got nowhere because no one will give me a chance. Yet the same places are always advertising it's a vicious circle.
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Moving Out
I 've not really been thinking about moving out as I don't have a job I wouldn't be able to move out.I think moving out would give me more independence and to learn how to live by myself but I need a job to earn money and then I'd need to save it all but that would probably take a while.
Thanks for reading.
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