JOB HUNTING UPDATE

I thought I would write a job hunting update post as it's been a while since I've posted one so here's a update on what's been happening etc.

I'm still unemployed and struggling a lot with finding employment I have no idea what to do, where to look and what to apply for. I know Covid and the pandemic hasn't helped with employment but my last job was 2017 and I thought I would've got a job soon after that, but I didn't even though I was always applying for jobs and getting interviews but nothing ever came of them. I haven't had an interview in a long time now and I haven't really applied for much either because I am stuck at what kind of job I want and I have no idea what do. 

Things are also difficult because I have Fragile X Syndrome a learning disability as not many people have heard of it and don't understand it and I don't feel like I have enough help and support. It does seem that some people with a disability get employment which is great but why can't I get a job? all I want is a chance. Most jobs I used to apply for had unsuitable hours so they weren't ideal and most of the time I never heard back and then the next week they'd be advertising again make it make sense! or I had an interview and still didn't hear back I honestly don't understand why they can't reply it's just so rude and unprofessional we all have to start somewhere.

I was getting help from shaw trust but that didn't work out and I am meant to be getting help from another programme but I've not heard anything so I'm not sure what's happening. I've been on so many of these programmes and courses over the years and I am fed up with them now. All I want is a paid job, yet no one will employ me I know I'm not in the only one but I really am trying my best. I do feel under pressure and I am finding it all over whelming and I worry that the jobcentre will be on my case again which I don't want. 

Thanks for reading.