I'M BACK!

Hey guys long time no blog posts! but fear not I'm back with an update on everything so let's go!.

I have finished my John Lewis college course in the hope of getting a job at the new store. Yesterday was the final assessment it was hard as we were in groups and had 3 tasks to do but group sessions and interviews aren't my strong points. I even struggle with one to one interviews sometimes but I guess I do prefer them instead of having groups/role play and plus I'm not the most talkative person and I go quiet when it comes to the tasks I just wish it was easy for me :( and I could overcome being in groups of new people.I am glad it's over now and I will try and be positive about the outcome.

I am now getting back into job hunting so hopefully something will come up soon I am keeping everything crossed. It is hard and I do have days when I feel like am I ever going to get a job? but I do have support from great people and I know that there is a job out there for me somewhere I just have to keep going,keep looking and never never give up.I'm glad I did the college course it has helped me and I have learnt from it but there are some things I need to work on and I am going to try my best to overcome them and do better because I know I can do it.

Life has been hard lately and after my crappy interview at m&s last week I felt so low the interviewer wasn't nice at all I think she upset on purpose and then this other worker said something about jobs over at the food store and I think they made me fee uneasy and uncomfortable on purpose and so I got pretty upset with that and with job hunting because it does get to me sometimes but I am getting back to my positive self which is good because I hate being down about things.

Anyway that's all for this post 

Thanks for reading and I will be back soon.