THE NOT SO NORMAL

When things slowly and I mean slowly! get back to some sort of normal I'm not sure how I feel everything still seems weird and the virus won't just disappear!. It will take a long time for things to get back to some sort of normality as these measures will be in place for a while. I feel anxious and worried returning to places such as volunteering, the jobcentre, the beauty salon and hairdressers although I don't think I'll be going to any of them any time soon. I don't plan on going to the shops that have recently opened even though I miss going to them as home bargains was the last shop I went to!. I miss Primark but won't be going there anytime soon! If I do go I'd be going on a bus and I'm not sure how I feel about using public transport as it's been so long. I last went on a bus in March to the jobcentre and home bargains which seems so long ago now!. I will wait a while before adventuring out as things are still happening and we're still in a pandemic I will carry on with what I'm already doing. I will give volunteering a try but if I don't like it I won't go but I'll see how it goes when it opens.  I can't get out of going to the jobcentre as that's important but I don't think that will open yet they might do phone call appointments which would be better as I don't really need to go there. I am used to going to the supermarkets but I do sometimes feel anxious when queuing up and some people don't take notice of the rules there are a lot of idiots!. Social distancing measures and limits of customers will be in place for a while which will be the new normal. When I do go on a bus/other public transport again I'll have to wear a mask which will be mandatory so if you don't wear one you can't board public transport. I don't think things will be how they were before this but we've adjusted to lockdown but it will be strange when most of the rules are lifted. I think I'll still be wary of going to places such as restaurants and the cinema. I don't fancy going to these places yet I'd rather stay at home!. Thanks for reading. These are just my thoughts on things at the moment it's obviously different depending on where you live.